Sunday, July 6, 2008
Shaima wanted me to tell this to you..she is too misrable to do so..yesterday she had the most torturing nite ever..the one that she'll never forget..p'ie's g.f answerd her call and warned her..yeah! he had a g.f!..but i dont think so..its just a set up..i dont belive on such drama..but its funny..y cant he just said that he's getting tired of her..she wouldnt mind..not at all..she just wanted to b nice to him..
he said that he would like to 'post' his life to her,for her to take care of it..myb his getting tired of his life..he used to tell her that u cannot judge a person till u r old enuf..bcuz we r all in a learning process till we stop learning..when we r old enuf..i guess he is just a sweet talker..
i just dont get him..he is so cruel towards her...
she is in a dreadful state..but she is ok now..she've deleted his phone no..all his fuckin sweet texts..n blocked his myspce..this time it hit her rite on the face..she'll play hard next time..guys just like the chase..then they leave you..prove me i'm wrong!
she is moving on fine..after a heartbreking nite..she loves you!..say hi to mike..
have a nice day!

love,
Ambellina <3
posted by Sixeszet at 8:22 AM | 4 comments
Thursday, July 3, 2008
hey,Amber..
its sucks..everything!! im stil lonely..most of my classroom mates have moved to the house near me..and gues wut?? its just at the back of my house!! but im still fucking lonely..
they r too bz duin nothing!..
well,p'ie is disapearing..i think he is bz..
im sorry i cant write to u 4 so long..its just dat i hve to go to the cyber cafe everytime i want to online..so it took time and money..
i've paintd my room..although its small..but i've coloured it into pink,peach and purple..haha..crazy..but it luks much better now..but i need a chair and table..as well as a wardrobe..
im soo sad..p'ie wasnt the same..he seems like he dosnt have any time 4 me any more..i used to b his top priorty..but now....i dont wanna bother him..
myb its bcuz of me telling him wut happend yesterday..wanna know wut happend?
my scandal gave me a ride home yesterday( i went shopping)..he kised me...and i kissed back..as usual..but it felt awful..thre was no spark anymore..i felt misrble..i stop frst..he ask y?..he wanted more as his hands is on my zip..but i said i couldnt do it..i said i dont love him the same way anymore..i said it happens when i ask him to b my b.f but he refused..he dsspoint me..so i've moved on..i even said that he is becoming selfish..dat he only remember people who is near him..and im his last resolve when he is lonely..
he told me dat he is sorry..he said he cant ask me to stay..but he is not ready to let me go..u should c how dreadful those statement i gave him mde him fel..i feel like crying rite now...
alyssa ask me to tell p'ie the truth..about my felings..so i did..he still ddnt reply my texts..idk wut happen anymore..she said she'll b coming hre after college..dats cool!! i cant wait!!..(love ya alyssa!!)..but i wish i could go there..i wanna feel the 4 seasons..its always summer hre..so,its always hot all year round..
i g2g..
write to u later,dear..
love,
oxox

posted by Sixeszet at 2:36 AM | 1 comments