As told by Ambellina

Thursday, July 3, 2008

hey,Amber..
its sucks..everything!! im stil lonely..most of my classroom mates have moved to the house near me..and gues wut?? its just at the back of my house!! but im still fucking lonely..
they r too bz duin nothing!..
well,p'ie is disapearing..i think he is bz..
im sorry i cant write to u 4 so long..its just dat i hve to go to the cyber cafe everytime i want to online..so it took time and money..
i've paintd my room..although its small..but i've coloured it into pink,peach and purple..haha..crazy..but it luks much better now..but i need a chair and table..as well as a wardrobe..
im soo sad..p'ie wasnt the same..he seems like he dosnt have any time 4 me any more..i used to b his top priorty..but now....i dont wanna bother him..
myb its bcuz of me telling him wut happend yesterday..wanna know wut happend?
my scandal gave me a ride home yesterday( i went shopping)..he kised me...and i kissed back..as usual..but it felt awful..thre was no spark anymore..i felt misrble..i stop frst..he ask y?..he wanted more as his hands is on my zip..but i said i couldnt do it..i said i dont love him the same way anymore..i said it happens when i ask him to b my b.f but he refused..he dsspoint me..so i've moved on..i even said that he is becoming selfish..dat he only remember people who is near him..and im his last resolve when he is lonely..
he told me dat he is sorry..he said he cant ask me to stay..but he is not ready to let me go..u should c how dreadful those statement i gave him mde him fel..i feel like crying rite now...
alyssa ask me to tell p'ie the truth..about my felings..so i did..he still ddnt reply my texts..idk wut happen anymore..she said she'll b coming hre after college..dats cool!! i cant wait!!..(love ya alyssa!!)..but i wish i could go there..i wanna feel the 4 seasons..its always summer hre..so,its always hot all year round..
i g2g..
write to u later,dear..
love,
oxox

posted by Sixeszet at 2:36 AM

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